The new case: Kim Wall

Every media outlet is out with the same story the last few days, the recovered sub is being scanned for hidden chambers.   I guess something happened that made him angry, perhaps a refusal to participate in sex, and her try to escape and the deadly fight was done from that kind of fight, and flight behavior.  But, the Madsen fella would have to have a significant chase mode, as in chasing after prey.  I wonder if this dude was a serial killer who hid in his local celebrity?  And the minute she got on that sub, she was Susie Salmon, being led down into an interior underground chamber to play?  (The Lovely Bones, Alice Sebold)  Nah!  Someone would have come up missing before, perhaps plenty of someones.  But the stories in the media about him could point to an Autism Spectrum disorder.

I used to be a reporter, briefly before I decided I would lose everything from making so little money.  Really, in your first years, you almost have to treat it like graduate school and have someone else pay for you.  I never felt afraid of where I went and who I spoke with, but I never put myself in a situation where I could not escape immediately.  I know, it should not be that way, but I have a few bad experiences of my own and my classmates from high school where the guys they were near weren’t trustworthy.  And one of those experiences by a woman named S********, is worthy of a Lifetime movie!  She warned me to always be aware.  She went to a couples home for dinner.  Then they drugged her, played sex games with her, which they photographed, then pushed her out the door half conscious telling her she had “fun.”  S******* called the cops, and they discovered the man was newly married to someone, but had been in prison as a sex offender.  So the couple went to jail.  So I’m pretty scared of being alone with someone I don’t know in a private place.  I simply don’t do it, and I never have.

The Danish police are obviously keeping this case under wraps.


Full Reports

Truth for Morgan

We have received the full 220 page report with supplemental pages.

It is a very large PDF file, so it is being included as an attachment.


*Garfield County redacted personal information of individuals who were found not to be involved. Garfield County also redacted the name of an individual who pursued legal action to have the individual’s name removed from all references to the stalking/murder of Morgan Ingram.

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snippet from NYT

Ms. Wall was last seen on the evening of Aug. 10, when the submarine left Refshaleoen, a former industrial site on the northern edge of Amager Island, on the harbor. Her boyfriend reported her missing the following day, and Mr. Madsen was later arrested. He initially told the police that he had dropped off Ms. Wall on the shore, but later changed his story to say that she had died accidentally and he had buried her at sea.


Kim WallCreditTom Wall, via Associated Press

A cyclist found a torso — missing its arms, legs and head — on Monday, and the remains were identified on Wednesday as Ms. Wall’s.

The police are still looking for the rest of the body. On

Murder of Swedish Journalist, Kim Wall

okeowo_my-friend-kim-wallWell, now here’s one that just ticks me off:  a journalist who goes on a submarine to do an interview, presumably with only two people on board, the man she was going to interview, and her.  Allegedly, the man, Peter Madsen, who was a known inventor and “personality” said to someone, somewhere, and it was reported, that she had an accident on his boat and he buried her at sea.  GULP!  Once he admitted he had contact with her body, the death becomes a locked room mystery.  So, if it was just two of them, tada!  Guess whodunit?  Peter Madsen.

I don’t believe this is going to be a hard case to solve, but according to the press, there are some complications, like other cases she might have been investigating.  Could someone have hired Madsen to get rid of her?

Keep tuned, I’m following this one….

Pray for Kim’s family too, while we’re at it.

At The Lodge


I’m wondering what else the world stage has for me.  The stalking, oh, the stalking.  My neighbor Cheryl has hired, or bullied someone into stalking me. It’s likely a gang of rogue police officers, out to cover up something they believe I know.  No way would an animal control officer, stalk me for over two years.  Oh, they may be paying lip service to Cheryl and company and their hp demands.  But the one photo I have from January of this year has a car that is owned by a possible Italian crime family.   I’ve said that I might start making demands based on Scott’s’ behavior with a gun on the porch one morning.

The other neighbors are involved, up to that Berry character and down to David and Linda’  OH, MY GAWD,  there are two Davids in this neighborhood.  Fact is, I had another Lowe’s stalker.  AND he looks like someone that I previously had insinuate himself into my apartment home, that’s why I moved to the Lodge, if I don’t open the door, no one has the right to walk in.  So my only risk is either a break in, or someone using a fake id, with workers I have for the house.

Wreck of the day

My classwork is coming to an end for the semester.  I want to change schools because my program demands that I travel to it, and I don’t want to even think of flying anywhere.  And the panic attacks and higher elevations are known to be a problem, so, I am looking for other places.  The problem?  My budget yearly for this school is 36,500.00 dollars.  I can’t afford one dime more, and everywhere else is more expensive!  The one school on the coast I’ve been looking at has tuition of 26 k!  This does not include books, or any other expenses.  So, I still have the problem with both travel, and the problem of accreditation issues, which the school says will be resolved in Spring 18, but I am not sure of it, or what kind of risk that means for me.

Also, some kinds of crazy people scare me.  What do I do if I get a client who frightens me?  Some borderline, passive aggressive, and antisocial personality disordered people just freak me out.  Also a narcissist too, what doI do?  I don’t want to work with severely disabled clients, what I would prefer is to work with people who have been hurt, and who need help trying to get back to their lives in a successful fashion.  Watching the court cases, I’ve seen tons of people who’s lives are in a shambles because someone did something to them.  I’d like to deal with those people.

Uggghhh, back to the news….

Counselor Education

I go to the world’s cutest online school.  I know, I know, my alma mater is the grand old lady of the South, and quite the historical piece of Georgian architecture, but my current school is just, well, cute.  I didn’t go to Pre-practicum.  Despite the school’s cuteness, it’s also on accreditation probation.  And since I’m in Grad School, well, that means I can’t just take all my credits and walk away.  I decided, since I’m battling some issues other than school, that I’d just stay out of it completely until Spring 18, to see if it even exists any longer.  I know it will be a brick and mortar school, but it’s online presence is in danger.  And since I have 18 credits there after this summer, I simply have to wait it out or risk losing even more money!

So, I’ve got opinions about counselor ed.  First, I don’t work in the field already, which many people do.  And perhaps if I did my lessons would just be solidifying what I’ve already experienced, but NO, it’s all new to me.  I can spend years reading true crime in the papers and coming to conclusions about the perps, and dealing with friends and family, but the counselor ed program is different.

How so you say?  Well, first of all many of the classes are overviews of parts of the field of counseling.  Take for example, this summer class in addiction studies.  Well, it’s an over view, and a brief one, of what people experience in the field.  What kind of clients they see (“Almost 25 percent of clients in the chair have some kind of addiction or usage experience or issue.”)  what kind of meaning does the ability to become addicted to a substance, and to pick one up and start using it have (“Is it all the medical model, brain studies and neuroscience, or it it something, biopsychosocial, and very much broader?”)  and how to get your clients to cure themselves by managing to be unaddicted, and is it even possible?  No one textbook could ever encompass all that, nor the experience of one counselor.  So, we do research in counseling psychology to see what other counselors have experienced.

Right now I’m so tired.  My finger is hurting, the one I got the splinter under the nail that got infected about 6 weeks ago.  The last few days it’s been acting as if it’s broken.  So I’m seeing my doctor tomorrow.  I have the mucosal cysts on my fingers from the arthritis I got a year of so after my wrist surgery.  And my doc has been warning me time and again that if the fingers get infected for any reason, then I could be at risk for extremely grave medical issues.  And the finger was infected but the pain now, shouldn’t be there.  So, off I go tomorrow.  Pray for me please, it’s scary to get ill with my age, living alone, and all the other things.

There is a storm outside and my dogs have all come into the bedroom I made my office, and they’re all on the bed.  It’s so cute!  Rose is only 7 months old, she’s a St. Bernard puppy, and about 90 lbs the last vet visit a week ago.  And everyone else is a little dog.  She steps on my feet, gets in my way, and I really wonder how it’s going to go?  She’s way bigger than what I’m used to in my house!  She barks or chirps when she wants me to pet her, which she’s doing now, so let me go.